WHAT WAS HE THINKING?! I don't get it.?

maybe he cared more about u than u thought....or than he realised...also the car accident might have made him feel like life is really short, and u can never know when it`s gonna end, so that`s what made him feel like u meant so much to him, and since he is so insecure, instead of trying to find smbody else, he is trying to get u back, which he thought was going to be easy, since u begged for his forgiveness....i think he was lying about hanging out with all those girls....and i think he`s just afraid that he`s gonna die alone, with noone there to love him, but he`s to insecure and afraid to try to find a new relationship....i don`t think his "love" for u is real....he just wants it to be, maybe, but it`s not